Monday, June 10, 2013


Home test was negative. No need to wait for the Beta.
I gambled and I lost.
I can bow out now.
I did all I could. Some people just aren't meant to be parents.

Now I'll decide if I'll keep this uterus or get it yanked out.
What's the point of enduring periods, if you can't have kids?
Now to begin tackling all of this weight I've gained.


  1. Oh hun... I'm so sorry. This brings tears to my eyes. This doesn't have to be the end. And it doesn't mean you aren't meant to be a parent. I'm thinking of you. xoxo

  2. Oh no. I'm so sorry. I've been right there myself and there's nothing to say other than I know how much it hurts. :(

  3. I'm so so sorry!

  4. hello my dear friend. I want to hug you and scream with you and cry with you. I am on your side, whatever you choose to do...I am going to root for you to live a successful, full, healthy and happy life...mentally and physically. I'm here for you. Please don't give up, there is a plan for you that includes your desires.