Friday, May 2, 2014

It's Over

I never understood how couples could implode, after going through so much during the infertility journey, but now I get it.   There's only so much failure you can take, before you start to reevaluate everything.

Is THIS what I want?
Is this the person I want?
Do I like this person?
Do I like me?
Do I like who I've become?
Do I like us?

If I can't have the life I dreamed of, is it time to just start from scratch?  New me? New career?  New partner?  New everything?

It's hard to focus on what's right when such a big thing continues to go wrong.  Then, new questions emerge.

How do I start over?
How do I make this pain go away?
Is there a happy ending for someone like me?


  1. Holy whoa...I hate reading posts like these. I don;t know what I can do except be there for you. Email me.

  2. I'm with Aramis....I don't know what to say except that I'm here for you.... hugs

  3. Agreed. Now I'm nervous. We're here for you!

  4. Been thinking about you..... Hoping you are doing okay

  5. you crossed my mind today. hope you are doing well

    1. Thank you. I'm doing ok. I take it one day at a time. I hope you are also well.