I have decided to suspend this IVF ride. I want to be normal and I want to stop worrying. I would also like to fit into my pants that loved me before this journey caused me to eat like a starving pig.
My husband is not happy with my decision. I am sorry to disappoint him, but he's not the one juggling dreams of 'success and babies' and then 'failure and suicide.' The range of emotions I deal with every second has probably sent many folks to a shrink. Thanks to my expensive ass IVF bill, I can't afford a shrink. I have to do what I think is best. I think it's best to bow out. I wish I would have made this decision before the loan, the IVF and the embryos, but I can't change history. I can only do what I have to do now.
I'm not going to risk putting two embryos in my uterus when there is such strong concern about the fibroids. It's really upsetting because I kept asking the doctor about this and she kept assuring me everything was OK....until Friday.
I don't know what to do now. I don't want another surgery and I don't want to put my embryos at risk. So either I will figure this out or I will drink myself into oblivion. Isn't my life awesome?
My husband is not happy with my decision. I am sorry to disappoint him, but he's not the one juggling dreams of 'success and babies' and then 'failure and suicide.' The range of emotions I deal with every second has probably sent many folks to a shrink. Thanks to my expensive ass IVF bill, I can't afford a shrink. I have to do what I think is best. I think it's best to bow out. I wish I would have made this decision before the loan, the IVF and the embryos, but I can't change history. I can only do what I have to do now.
I'm not going to risk putting two embryos in my uterus when there is such strong concern about the fibroids. It's really upsetting because I kept asking the doctor about this and she kept assuring me everything was OK....until Friday.
I don't know what to do now. I don't want another surgery and I don't want to put my embryos at risk. So either I will figure this out or I will drink myself into oblivion. Isn't my life awesome?
poor girl! I am thinking of you!!
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