I saw a picture of myself shortly after my failed IUI. It was quite shocking to look at. I've never seen a photograph of my face that reflected a moment and my true feelings so completely. I had a tired, battered face and it failed miserably to hide behind a smile.
That smile looked heavy and so...difficult.
Today my doctor looked at my uterus again and she was silent for a second. She's never silent. Witty and wacky comments always fill the air when she's in the room. This time she had nothing. As I've said before, my uterus is a hot bed of fibroids. They are all over. Sometimes, I question if I really had a myomectomy or if someone drugged me up and then pretended they performed surgery on me.
Well, the state of my uterus so concerned the doctor that she did a water ultrasound on me. She shot water up my you-know-what and took pictures of its travels on a monitor. She assures me that the results prove the fibroids are not intruding on the "baby cavity" of the uterus. She says now she can sleep at night. Good for her. Not for me.
This thing is a total mind f*ck of epic proportions. I'm not sure why there aren't reports of infertile women committing murder...or just losing their minds.
I begin pills on Monday to trick my body into thinking it's pregnant to prepare for transfer. I have to go forward. I'm tired of the tears. I'm tired of being a shell of a person. It either works or it doesn't.
That smile looked heavy and so...difficult.
Today my doctor looked at my uterus again and she was silent for a second. She's never silent. Witty and wacky comments always fill the air when she's in the room. This time she had nothing. As I've said before, my uterus is a hot bed of fibroids. They are all over. Sometimes, I question if I really had a myomectomy or if someone drugged me up and then pretended they performed surgery on me.
Well, the state of my uterus so concerned the doctor that she did a water ultrasound on me. She shot water up my you-know-what and took pictures of its travels on a monitor. She assures me that the results prove the fibroids are not intruding on the "baby cavity" of the uterus. She says now she can sleep at night. Good for her. Not for me.
This thing is a total mind f*ck of epic proportions. I'm not sure why there aren't reports of infertile women committing murder...or just losing their minds.
I begin pills on Monday to trick my body into thinking it's pregnant to prepare for transfer. I have to go forward. I'm tired of the tears. I'm tired of being a shell of a person. It either works or it doesn't.
Here priestEka we are here to make your dream of pregnancy and other related human diseases over in your life have a happy home. Wespecialise in helping people with their problems such as.
ReplyDelete1 bringing back your lost .
2 spell to improve your businesses.
3 spell to bring back your ex-lover( bring back your husband/wife/boyfriend/girlfriend)
4 spell for business protection from colleague.
5 spell to prevent witchcraft from your life and that of your family.
6 spell to prevent you from accident during your business journey.
7. spell to get employment easily
OUR herbal medication will cure any inch of your Fibroid, OK. When take our herbal medication to cure Fibroid and any other Infertility, You must not be going out very far from Your House because it will only be making you to visit toilet in passing out the Fibroid gradually …We also specialise in providing solutions in any of this spiritual gynaecology diseases affect human existence such as:
1 fibroid, asthma, ALL STD,
2 weakness of man organ
3 infections of all kind (yeast infection)
4 blockage from the fallopian tube
5 cyst. From the ovaries
6 unpleasant smell from the virgina
7 irregular menstration, menopause
8 infertility for easy Conception.
9.skin diseases, Toilet infection and bad body odor…….Etc..
10.Watering sperm (low sperm count) not able to get woman pregnant.
Simply contact the spiritualist PriestEka on (dreka14demons@gmail.com) to get his Herbal Medication to cure your disease and put yourself on a motherhood side of life..
(No more adoption, with PriestEka your problem will solve and you will have your child with ease.
Contact us at (dreka14demons@gmail.com) your solution home!